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Oh boy did I fuck up...   
09:21pm 09/10/2009
  I miss bec and the girls sooo much. I wish certain things could be undone  
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03:12pm 10/07/2009
  I tried to kill the pain
but only brought more
so much more
I lay dying
and I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal
I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
am I too lost to be saved
am I too lost?

my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation

do you remember me
lost for so long
will you be on the other side
or will you forget me
I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
am I too lost to be saved
am I too lost?

my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation

I want to die!!!

my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation

my wounds cry for the grave
my soul cries for deliverance
will I be denied Christ
tourniquet
my suicide
 
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My Life in the Pizza Industry   
11:13pm 20/04/2007
  I now work as a Pizza Delivery driver (on top of my normal job)... Its important to work with things that you are passionate about, and I am sure passionate about pizza.

the pay is allright and I get paid cash in hand (which is better.)

I still have my day job but the problem is that i'll 13 and a half hours a day...
At least pizza is free & I get to use the shredding machine, and I get free coke..

Loves bec...

Now to surf digg & reddit for a while and then fo to bed.. :P..
 
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This is fucking cool..   
08:08am 19/04/2007
  The new NIN album has a secret...
When you take it out of the case it is black..

When you heat it up (ie. play it in a cd player) then it changes color to display the artwork...



oohhhh yeah.... Wants this CD. (even though I dont have a CD player.)

loves bec...
 
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11:03pm 15/04/2007
  Ajax, Year Zero, Delivering Pizza & Programming routers :P  
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sooo wasted   
04:43am 11/03/2007
  Just returned from switch... oh the drinking... I can barely type.
I have em & courtney @ my house... Switch was great.. my face is sooo numb... Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec Loves bec I wanna have sex...
 
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05:56pm 07/03/2007
 
You'll die from a Drug or Alcohol accident.

Let's face it - when you get drunk/high you lose all control and do stupid stuff. Unfortunately in your case those propaganda anti-escapism commercials prove true.



'How will you die?' at QuizGalaxy.com
 
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07:13am 05/03/2007
  Its before 7:30 am.. ive been @ work for almost a hour
Ive got a big day ahead of me, So to start it im blasting new NIN into the technical center (which I have all to myself right now...)

On saturday I got to crawl under the house to lay some ethernet cable to the living room.. It was quite dirty and claustrophobic (im not claustrophobic but I could see how people could freak out hardcore in situations like this..)
It looks like the previous owners had a similar setup simply because there were holes in the floor in all the right places...

As we speak im getting the fifth track from the album.... Oh yeah...

Alrright now to get to some work..

My Violent Heart )
 
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Internet.. Oh yeah!!!!   
09:05pm 02/03/2007
  I dont know How I survived with only the internet @ work...
At the moment im watching Atlantis Ohhh yeah....
Now for some belated dinner I thinks
 
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10:24am 28/02/2007
  Make that 4 trax from Year Zero....  
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Happenings.   
07:07am 26/02/2007
  I was movinbg house last week, now I have a new house, its great. It has _HEAPS_ of room & I even have a computer room :P..

Foxtel was hooked up the day after we moved in, although Internet wont be up until Thursday..

*NINE INCH NAILS*, Touring & I have a ticket to one of 2 SOLD OUT SHOWS!!!!, The new album sounds awesome... I mean REALLY awesome, if there is a album im buying this year, its Year Zero..

Had sebastian come over on saturday, & had my old man, gwak & becs mom on sunday..

Watching lots of stargate atlantis since I got a copy of season 2 for V. Day, I need to get season 1 & 3 now :P *loves bec*

Need to plan a housewarming in a couple of weeks.

Found this article. Its great...
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I was movinbg house last week, now I have a new house, its great. It has _HEAPS_ of room & I even have a computer room :P..

Foxtel was hooked up the day after we moved in, although Internet wont be up until Thursday..

<b>*NINE INCH NAILS*</b>, Touring & I have a ticket to one of 2 SOLD OUT SHOWS!!!!, The new album sounds awesome... I mean REALLY awesome, if there is a album im buying this year, its Year Zero..

Had sebastian come over on saturday, & had my old man, gwak & becs mom on sunday..

Watching lots of stargate atlantis since I got a copy of season 2 for V. Day, I need to get season 1 & 3 now :P *loves bec*

Need to plan a housewarming in a couple of weeks.

Found <a href='http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/5263250/'>this</a> article. Its great...
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(semen acts as an antidepressant)
And another quote
(It’s possible that male goo can lower blood pressure. Another recent study found that women who gave their men oral sex, and swallowed, had a lower risk of preeclampsia, the dangerously high blood pressure that sometimes accompanies pregnancy.)
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I need some more sleep I think because Its 7:10 and im allready sleepy...

ahh well better get to work... Ive got a big day ahead of me...
 
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08:47pm 20/02/2007
  What happens when
Downward Spiral,
Prodigy
&
Queens of the stone age

_ALL_ have sex.........


Year Zero..... )
 
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08:47pm 20/02/2007
  What happens when
Downward Spiral,
Prodigy
&
Queens of the stone age

_ALL_ have sex.........


Year Zero.....
 
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Intense Sense of Nostalga.   
05:51pm 14/01/2007
  A few days ago I picked up placebo's Discography..
Today I Decided that I was going to _Finally_ put some mp3's up where my Xbox could find them..
Therefore Ive been listening to Placebo & Radiohead all day.. I decided to boot up my laptop to make some music (which failed miserably because the laptop is fucked...)

But I decided to grab some pictures of my laptop that Document my past.. I never Really take pictures but Its amazing how far Ive gone and how much has happened since they were taken.

Ive uploaded the pictures to:
HERE

I want to buy another XF.. & do it up..

Ok now I have to cook some dinner..
 
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Dont think anyone will actually do this... but anyways.,..   
09:25am 14/01/2007
  Leave your comment here and I will:
1) Tell you why I friended you
2) Associate you with a song/movie
3) Tell a random fact about you
4) Tell a first memory about you
5) Associate you with an animal/fruit
6) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you
7) In retort, you MUST spead this disease totally have the option of posting this in your LJ
 
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Soo Jealous   
10:40pm 13/01/2007
 

I WANT MY HOUSE TO HAVE A ROOM LIKE THIS!!!!
 
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its here   
07:38am 10/01/2007
 
 
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02:06pm 08/01/2007
  Im at work... today is going quite sloow.. I think its because im not doing too much..
Ive got a visit to a customer site comming up this week that should be fun...

Ive got lots of brand new simpsons/Drawn together to watch when I get home (ie. Aired in the states within the past 2 months...) so that'll be exciting... Season 18 of the simpsons is the best to date.. Taking the piss out of everything that is cool (ali G, + various other things that slip my memory.) Having a HDD is nice :P...

Today I got to play with 120 Volts DC (which was quite fun)... I had to test these paticular units and the people what would normally do such work were not there so I had to. It was pretty cool.

now michael is in my office with some spiral pasta...

now im off...
 
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Wow   
10:20pm 07/01/2007
  Simpsons season 18 is the best to date.  
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At work   
11:10am 04/01/2007
  its 7:30am Ive been at work almost a hour... Im sitting here all hopped up on
RAMEN NOODLES and caffine... Its soo great that ive started eating breakfast

Im listening to Highway to hell (which seems to be a staple in my work MP3
collection..)... Its third day back so I feel kindof refreshed...

Up until about 2 minutes ago I had the entire tech center to myself (infact
With the exception of 1 other person I had the entire building to myself.)
now to turn the music down and get into it I thinks..
 
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